I am constantly stuck there

Constantly stuck in that place where you are feeling everything but your words vacate your body, they jump ship before they could even make an appearance out of the depths of your vocal cords. there is no connects here. your brain, fingers, tendons, blood vessels, tissues, muscles, tongue, nervous system is all working against each other to help operate you. what mutiny that is. I  am constantly stuck here in this category I seem to always fall into. i am sinking here and my body's just letting me drown. it's no big deal.