I Screamed

I had to scream because you came at me again and I knew if I didn't start screaming you would hurt me like you did last time. I thought I left all of this behind when I moved out and away from the twisted life I lived before, but did I really get away from it totally? That is the real question I ask over and over again because some days are perfect, and uneventful, and bliss. But then there are days like today where you hurt me, or almost hurt me, or hurt me a little and I have to wonder did I get away. Because this freedom, it doesn't feel free at all.